At this very moment, 5 years ago today, I was sitting in my bathtub in our 2 bedroom apartment scared out of my mind. Turning from side to side, from my belly to my back, up to my knees, turning all hot water on and off desperately trying to keep the porcelain tub from making the water get cold and desperately trying to make the pain stop all while trying to be as quiet as possible so I didn't wake my husband who had to be at work at 5am the next morning. This went on for hours and hours all through the night until I finally heard the alarm going off in the bedroom. I walked into the room and I'm certain he knew it was time. These were not false labor pains like all the rest.
To say that Jonathon is a miracle is an understatement. I often wonder where my life would be without him. What paths I would have taken? Before having him, I was young, confused about everything, lost in my own world, and unsure what my purpose was. Becoming a mom gave me hope, love, strength, and the purpose that I was searching for. Jonathon was truly a gift from God and I owe him my world. I will spend the rest of my life making sure that he knows how loved he is and how truly blessed I am to call him my son!
Happy Birthday Jonny!!!! Love you <3
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